Where's the world that doesnt care?

2006-12-20T21:27:00.000+08:00

relink!
http://royalpassion.blogspot.com

2006-12-20T21:17:00.000+08:00

im changing my blog soon

2006-12-18T15:07:00.000+08:00

Slacking at home today. Might be shopping tml. Might be tanning on wednesday. Caroling on Thursday. Singing with TAG aint the same anymore. Well, im on licia's side now. We are doing it for money. I aint feeling anything no more.
Ry coming back on Thursday. Sonn and gang going Indo on Thursday. Mum and Dad going Thailand on Friday. Oh wells. And blogging isnt fun anymore.

2006-12-16T10:56:00.000+08:00

Performance ydae was crap. The audience was the worst EVER. They were just busy talking and flirting amongst themselves. Why bother hiring us to sing anyway? They dont need an opening act. They just need a big empty space for them to talk and talk and talk. Sheesh.
Anywae, merv and ry went DDR after that. Claire me and licia tagged along. Oh my, it has been a long time since i watch this two goons play DDR. Had fun. Loads of fun. *WINKS* Claire left early. We ended playing this retarded but cute photohunt to let ry and merv cool down. Then HOME!

Ry left for Thailand today. So performing without him and MO. Not the first time anywae, Temasek's 25th Anniversary at Laguna was also without them. But we had debbie and yan the more disciplined ppl then. Not to say tt the TAG now isnt disciplined. But they just love to slack around and sit down alot, and disappear to the toilet and stuff like tt. But its ok, u guys will be great given time! Im sure of that. =D

2006-12-04T21:04:00.000+08:00

Been with TAG alot lately. A great bunch of ppl im beginning to like alot. Amanda is THE best =) She seems quiet and all at the beginning, but she is EVIL! HEHHEH. Steph is really nice and groovy and all, but oh i love her voice. Xue er is that cute lil water droplet, WHO WENT SHOPPING AND DIDNT TURN UP FOR PERFORMANCE! tsk tsk tsk =) And the other OLD taggies =)

ANYWAY, went tanning at sentosa today with yuan claire and vans. It was drizzling at first, but yah, the sun did come out after tt, didnt get REALLY tanned though. Then went vivo walk walk till 4 plus then we left =) Pictures soon! If vans send it to me. We took pictures at the vivo rooftop. LOVE IT!

2006-11-27T10:21:00.000+08:00

Replies to tags:

-shir-: i'll be seeing u soon! 8th December!
jacq: IM STRAIGHT! haha
ziqing: =D
Steffi: Haha NCC, THOSE sec 2 days. Sheesh, i must be insane.
hid: TETEK! i took one WHOLE day =) i'll miss u and ur sexy heels
Leo: eh, who eas the one who said ur was super long ago? uncle
cheeyang: <3!
vee: Before we go party, we got to meet up so i can pass u ur present which is suppose to be given to u ten thousand yrs ago!
cadence: i'll miss chirpping with u birdy!
xue 'er: =D u can borrow it for any occasions if u wan to! im sure u can fit in it, except tt it might be long.

2006-11-27T10:10:00.000+08:00

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she's blind. She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He's always there for her. She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend. One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she can see everything, including her boyfriend. Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you marry me?" The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, and refused to marry him. Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her saying. "Just take care of my eyes dear."

This is how human brain changes when the status changed. Only few remember what life was before, and who's always been there even in the most painful situations. Life Is A Gift Today

Before you think of saying an unkind word - Think of someone who can't speak.
Before you complain about the taste of your food - Think of someone who has nothing to eat. Before you complain about your husband or wife - Think of someone who's crying out to God for a companion.
Today before you complain about life - Think of someone who went too early to heaven.
Before you complain about your children - Think of someone who desires children but they're barren.
Before you argue about your dirty house, someone didn't clean or sweep - Think of the people who are living in the streets.
Before whining about the distance you drive - Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.
And when you are tired and complain about your job - Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job.
But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another - Remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker.
And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down - Put a smile on your face and thank God you're alive and still around.
Life is a gift, Live it, Enjoy it, Celebrate it, And fulfill it.

EMO

2006-11-24T20:26:00.000+08:00

GRAD NITE PICS SCROLL DOWN

Every end of the year, its where the emotions come in. But the end of FOUR years, there are bound to be loads of emotions.

I'll miss 4U, thats for sure. I remember hating MOST of the ppl when i saw the name list. Maybellyn, Licia, Joan, Marcus, Jackson. But now... we are Four Upperclass, a class of its very own. United we look on the outside, thrashing out each other on the inside. But we learnt alot through all the quarrels and fights we have. We have our united times, AFTER the thrashing out. And normally, its to piss certain classes off. Like the Teacher's Day performance, racial harmony day. And sometimes its just to show our teachers something, like during their birthdays. I'll never forget how determined the class can be, if we set our minds on something, although it isnt results =)

Choir. Four years in choir. I've grown attached to singing. Although im not close to most of the choir members, i hope u guys can continue working hard and continue achieving GOLD.

PSLs. I dunno what will become of me without psl. After writing a resume just now, i realised how important PSL is. heh heh. And the fun ppl i've met. U guys brought great memories, be it Student Leader camp, P5 camps, PSL camps, Student Leader Convention, Charity concerts or Fund raisings. I had great fun. Thank you guys so much. And not forgetting the great juniors from PSL, Alain, Angela, Qiujin, Xinyi and all. I'll miss u guys!

Oh and RANDOM ppl who popped into my life =) Weipo! I'll miss this heehaw. And im the MOST worried for you cans. Appreciate it u ass. Sean, who just popped into my life and will never leave because of the intro through jacq. The crazy girls i've grown close to, Amanda, Venny, Huihui, Starstar, Steph, Michelle, Theresa, Angela. I'll so miss ur crazy and insaneness. Oh and Yongquan, Gavin, Jerrold and bunch. And laogong aaron! And these ppl will probably kill me if i didnt mention them, Steffi and CHEEYANG! Love them to pieces.

Girlfriends and teteks! Vans, Syl, Birdy, Izzati, Nani, Farah, Hid. I'll so miss you guys.
Guys! Wei choi, Zach, Himbo russ, Jiakai and all.

I've had my share of fun and memories in Temasek. And im proud to be a Temasekian, really.

As for TAGgies, i'll save my emo till our last performance alright? =)

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2006-11-16T19:31:00.000+08:00

O levels over.
I miss TAG.
I wan TAG outing soon.
=(

2006-10-28T12:09:00.000+08:00

Can you name 13 of your freinds that you can think of right off the top of your head.
Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 13 ppl.

1.Ry
2.May
3.Nad
4.Licia
5.Vans
6.Syl
7.Yuan
8.Anana
9.Cheeyang
10.Tata
11.Vee
12.Lek
13.Gavin

How did you meet 10?
During sec one when almost every senior claims i look exactly like her and said she was my sis.

What would you do if you had never met one?
I would have led a different life these years. No one to quarrel with, no one to just stay silent on the phone with, no one to get pissed at for nth. =)

What would you do if 6 and 2 dated?
haha, maybe they are oredi dating =B

Do you think 10 is cute?
haha lao wan tong!

How did you get to know 8?
when he was asked to join tag by ry.

Would you ever go on a date with 12?
haha i love this ah gong of mine =) But nope, i will never date with him.

What colour is 7 to you?
GREY!

What will you do if 6 confesses that he/she loves you?
aww, i'll tell her i love her too =D

Facts about 9:
Loves dance and... love me!!! =D Sheesh, haha.

Who is 4 going out with?
Spongebob =)

Who is number 5 to you?
girlfriend

Would you ever live with 13?
haha nope i will get pissed to death.

What do you think about 3?
crazy over cows!

What do you like about 11?
erm, her bubbly character. her hair her bod. her care for me =) i love vee.

Favourite memory with 7?
singing together =)

2006-10-26T17:19:00.000+08:00

physics practical is over! Oh wells, i was aiming for an A1 for practical, but now, HA! forget it.
Quarantine was torture. So warm and stuffy! Well, but joe des licia jac me and dom were having our own fun. I bet ms leong hates us lah. Didnt get to see BB03 today. Haha im dieing to tell him something. Nvm, chem pract =)
Went to makan at LanJiaoSai with may yuan licia jacob dom and Gavin just now. Haha yah lah, gavin is last minute call de, although he only know me may and yuan =D OH! When i accompanied yuan to popular, i saw Douglas! Hoho, tt primary school guy =B He looks EXACTLY the same. No change, AT ALL! Haha then went to toysrus, duh! with may confirm go there de. Suay suay, met Ms Neo and Mrs Ho. They said stuff like " O levels finish already hor, dont need study lah." and " L1R5 one digit huh" and " Go home study lah!" Oh wells. Anywae, Happy Birthday Ruiqi!

2006-10-23T20:38:00.000+08:00

NOW i know. I've been such a idiot. Im lucky without realising it, taking things for granted. Some people are always there for you, silently. And i only see turn to them when im down, what an ass i've been. Thank you sean. Thank you ry.

Tagboard replies:
[venice]: hi venny! i'll miss you too! i'll miss your voice the most =D
[ziqing]: MONSTER! dont retain leh. I pray for you =)
[Steffi]: =D Love you!
[jacq]: okie!!! =)
[yAnz]: LAOPO! i miss you and the ENTIRE tag too. =( TAG outing! TAG TUG! =D AI NI!!!
[janell]: thank you! you take care too =D

2006-10-16T17:23:00.000+08:00

wasted the entire day. went to sch at 8.45 and saw tons of sch bus. i tot it was the sec ones, till i saw this cute face waving. Haha, choo weiwei. Sheesh, i miss that boy like abc. Mak was so proud of his lil yellow duck BOTTLE. oh wells. Slacked in class when i was suppose to go for SS, then slacked in geog again. Seriously, i dont noe wth i was doing in sch. Went Broadway makan. Saw Edwin and Liang. HA! Random ppl. Boring day. Going night study later. Tata! Oh and i miss BB03 =)

i love you

2006-10-12T15:37:00.000+08:00

tag replies =)

ruiqi: hi dear! i hope ur promos are fine too =)
-shir-: thank you! =D
chonghu: sure! you too okie!
yuan: haha me and licia gonna chiong piano grades just for the audition, i think they just need theory =)
Steffi: Relinked! Haha yah lah i wont play with my o's
vee: YAY! my o's finishes on 16th nov, grad nite on 23rd =) SHOPPING!
ruiqi: miss you too =) yah maybe after o's we have soprano outing =)

2006-10-09T17:48:00.000+08:00

school is SOOOO boring.. save me. I just want o'levels to finish so that i can...
1. audition for SYC *lets hope im not underage*
2. go back to TAG *i wanna carol!*
3. go back to choir and propose to them to let our batch re-record the school song which sounds really obiang now.
4. swim everyday
5. SHOP everyday =)

love you =)

2006-10-06T18:42:00.000+08:00

ok.. i guess i got to reply tags =)

[chonghu] - heh heh!
[ruiqi] - hows promos now? Eh! I got my prelims results, hurry come online!
[Steffi, Amanda, Karin] Must do well kays!
[shirley] YAY! Unity!
[c h e w] haha... yah.. really odd.

2006-10-06T17:27:00.000+08:00

A holy man was having a conversation with the Lord one day and said, "Lord, I would like to know what Heaven and Hell are like."
The Lord led the holy man to two doors. He opened one of the doors and the holy man looked in. In the middle of the room was a large round table. In the middle of the table was a large pot of stew, which smelled delicious and made the holy man's mouth water. The people sitting around the table were thin and sickly. They appeared to be famished. They were holding spoons with very long handles that were strapped to their arms and each,found it possible to reach into the pot of stew and take a spoonful, but because the handle was longer than their arms, they could not get the spoons back into their mouths. The holy man shuddered at the sight of their misery and suffering.
The Lord said, "You have seen Hell."
They went to the next room and opened the door. It was exactly the same as the first one. There was the large round table with the large pot of stew, which made the holy man's mouth water. The people were equipped with the same long-handled spoons, but here the people were well nourished and plump, laughing and talking. The holy man said, "I don't understand."
"It is simple" said the Lord, "it requires but one skill. You see, they have learned to feed each other, while the greedy think only of themselves." When Jesus died on the cross he was thinking of you!

2006-09-29T19:35:00.000+08:00

went to bugis to shop just now. bought a white and gold skirt, WHICH IS SUPER NICE PLS. And a brown shirt tt says " Saw it, Want it, Threw a tantrum, GOT IT" =D here, neoprints... but i kinda look kuku. =)

2006-09-28T20:35:00.000+08:00

im a happy girl =)
tt gwp finally woke up and actually wants to start studying. I'll pray for you every night, FRIEND =D

So to Deb, Yan, Claire, Kimmy, Monster, Alain, Wp, Cheeyang, Steffi and all Sec 3s, PLS do NOT get retained. MOVE ON! All the best. Exam is just a freaking four letter word... **** Ace it!

And to Amanda, Angela, Venny, Huihui, Starstar, Steph, Mich, Theresa, Shiqi, Gavin, Yong Quan and all Sec 2s, study hard! Get the subs that u really want =)

Sec FOURS! Last lap, chiong ur way thru =)

2006-09-27T19:24:00.000+08:00

When to town with Nad today. So shiok, orchard is almost empty. Watched John Tucker Must Die, whole cinema less than 10 ppl lah... Ha! Shopped the entire Far East, Heeren and Cine. Boring, its just full of the ah lian and kawaii stuff. Grr... Geog P1 tml, then prelims is officially finished. Oh wells. Maybe i'll go out on Friday again, and maybe saturday. Sunday would be movies with Ban. Tata!

2006-09-26T21:53:00.000+08:00

ok this post has to purpose, one - to warn other girls not to be as gullible, two - to simply let me rant

ok so just now, this person called "Ken Tan Wei Long" nightshadow_92@hotmail.com added me on msn. He claims he got my email from friendster, and since my com is cocked up and doesnt allow me to log onto friendster since a long time ago, i didnt think much.

He claims he is 18 and that the 92 on his email is actually a number of a racing car -.- Started asking for photos to be send over * i aint dumb alright * Started asking how many ex and all tt crap. And say, " i just wanne be frens" He says he is from presb high and he is in singapore poly now doing biomedi. Then started asking if i make out with my ex and if i wanna tok dirty and stuff. For more details, look at syl's blog http://crashtherunway.livejournal.com Whatever it is, you can go to hell. Whatever you noe bout me and syl isnt any big deal. So if u are thinking bout blackmailing or whatnot, get a life. Loser. And pls dont go ard using other sch's name, u are ruining their reputation. Fucker.

2006-09-26T13:44:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAIFUL!
Im missing him, no the whole of velvet rose, no the entire !Smash'D crew. I know some people will be going "Come on, its over, cannot get over a concert ah?" But pls, everytime people say tt, it pisses me off. Like hello! If u dont know the effort and time we put in, then just shut up. We are proud of the concert and we know its a success, so quit being an irritant and just SHUT UP.

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Finally, prelims is over! Well, almost, there is still geog paper1 on thursday, but tt doesnt matter. Im just gonna slack these few days and start mugging on Monday. Which is like 3 weeks to o's... sheesh, i never thought it was that close, oh wells.

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Watched Idol results yesterday. Hady won, i dont mind hady or jonathan winning. Hady has good voice control and jonathan simply is born a natural singer. But Hady simply rings on me as another Taufik. And Taufik was so disappointing yesterday! What happened to that crooner?! Grr... Realised that all the winners are guys. Idol, CSS, Superstar, Superband, the idol competition from the malay channel... all guys! Oh wells, no harm done. Hoho.

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Might be going to town tml with Nad, Licia, Chewy and Shirley, since it would be kinda empty being a weekday and pretty early too. Okie short post, that all, no more, TATA! =)

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2006-09-22T13:59:00.000+08:00

woah... it has been a long time since the previous post, blame prelims. Its a friday, finally have the time to TOUCH the com. Anywae, im gonna flunk my prelims. Im gonna do really badly. Oh wells. 3 more papers to go. Oh anywae, i went to the choir concert, they sounded good for some songs. And i hope ms lye learns her lessons now, dravidian and salmo should NEVER be performed. And the choir should never dance and sing at the same time.. they mumble. But Sky was entertaining.. he is so funny. We had a standing ovation for him... =D Anywae i met amanda they all to go there together, but ended up seating at the reserved seats. They claim its for choir grads but i dont know y there are some weirdos there.

neoprints!

angela and amanda

he claims my phone will be better with his face in it

Laopos!

2006-09-09T09:45:00.000+08:00

WEDNESDAY
Supposed to go to school at 2 for ss mock exam and stay for humanities briefing. Skipped it =) Eugene and louis came over at ard 5 plus. Had pizza for dinner, celebrated his bdae and off i go for tution. When i returned, theni realised they were staying over, HORROR. Didnt sleep for that night, they were super energetic.

Super Act Cute

My sis was under tt pile of blanket

Breaking Free was playing in the background

Top Little Male Model =)

THURSDAY
So without sleep, xinyi jie came over to fetch us to Rivervale Mall, had brunch at LJS, then we cabbed over to Hougang Plaza for Kbox =) So we sang from 1 to 5 then trained down to compass point for dinner at pizza hut, then trained back to sengkang to bring my niece home from nanny's house. Played with my nieces till bout 8 plus then i returned home.

Viyanne!

Joy!

FRIDAY
Supposed to meet Qian and Jon at 11.30 at Tanah, but 14 didnt come, so they cabbed down eventually at 11.40, cab fare... $2.50 =) Trained down to town to meet Ban at cine. Lunched at BK then we went to kbox. Sang from 1 to 5. Ban left at 4 cox he had something on. Qian was HIGH from singing.. Jon only sang like a few songs -.- Then trained down to tution.. it was such a bore, i quit on the spot =)

Qian, Me, Ban, Jon

2006-09-05T12:16:00.000+08:00

Its the September Hols!!! Yah, im slacking like nobody's business. Hoho! Hear lek screaming *Study Lah!*

Went to god bro's modeling contest grand finals ydae, Top Little Super Model. Gosh isnt he hot. Hoho. The dinner was from 6 to 10 plus -.- Super long lah... Its like watching miss universe... Dressed in downs and tux, swim suit, talents and all tt what not. The previous year's Teen Model is pretty =) Haha. And the theme was suppose to be cocktail party, but so many ppl were underdressed lah.. gosh. Well, meeting ban and qian this fri.. hope ban will be feeling better by then =) Cheer up!

Oh wells. Its kinda slack this few days... dont plan to study.. lets see how well i can do for my prelims without studying.. if its ok, then im not gonna bother studying for o's either... =)

Wed 6 - Tution
Thur 7 - Kbox with cousins
Fri 8 - Kbox with Ban, Qian and Jon
Sat 9 - Tution
Sun 10 - Tution
Mon 11 - Tution
Tues 12 - Chem Practical
Wed 13 - SS, Tution
Thur 14 - Literature, Tution
Fri 15 - EM P1, TMS Chorale Concert
Sat 16 - 6th month anniversary, Tution
Mon 18 - Tution
Tues 19 - Chemistry
Wed 20 - Geog P2, Tution
Thur 21 - AM P1, Tution
Fri 22 - Physics
Sat 23 - Tution
Sun 24 - Tution
Mon 25 - EM P2, Tution
Tues 26 - AM P2
Thurs 28 - Geog P1

Gosh, pathetic eh.. Oh wells... TV time! TATA!

2006-08-31T16:58:00.000+08:00

Teacher's Day is over. The class skit and dance thingy was ok i guess. Well, we all had fun. 4V, 4R you guys were great!!!

The seniors came back. Tata still looks the same, talks the same and kisses the same XD. Leo came back too! He is still the same old ah pek since i last saw him, still feels the same =) Now that i see him again, i miss him even more =( Kim even cried just now. Shixuan came back too, in army now. Still tt ah beng tt goes round fighting =) Val and michelle was also there. Val is super jap now, SUPER. And michelle is still super uber nice!!! OH! And tt marc came back the lastest ah. Oh wells, i really regretted asking them back... it brings back loads of memories, especially leo =)

2006-08-29T19:10:00.000+08:00

haha was talking to alvin, wanted to ask him if he is coming back this thurs during teachers day. Gosh, he actually remembers the time i slapped him during psl camp.. i dont remember! Kinda miss those days... woo! Maybe i should get all of them back... GOOD IDEA EH! =)

Anyway, life is crap these days. Just took my Eng Prelim. DIE. Oh wells, no point now. Next paper, Chem prac.. hope nth kuku comes out. Im starting to wonder why i cared so much bout so many things and so many ppl. What a waste of time. Im giving up on that teachers day crap, giving up on tt stupid class tee, im giving up on tt TAG overseas trip. I dont bother. Cancel the trip, i dont care anymore. If the trip is on, i'll go and have fun with my darlings, if it isnt, i'll ask my darlings out and have fun with them instead! Although i noe there will NEVER be the full tag cox there are bound to be busy people or people with strict parents, people going to church, people thinking they will be extra cox she wants to quit and people whos bf comes back rarely. Oh wells, i just got to live with what i have i guess. And Mr Oh doesnt like this new old thing, but its human nature. So now i shut up bout this crap, but i still live the way i wan to. I love the TAGgies i had memories with, leave it like that.

2006-08-25T20:25:00.000+08:00

Did you know that those who appear to be very strong in heart, are real weak and most susceptible?
Did you know that those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need someone to protect them?
Did you know that the three most difficult things to say are:I love you, Sorry and help me

Did you know that those who dress in red are more confident in themselves?
Did you know that those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty?
Did you know that those who dress in black, are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding?
Did you know that when you help someone, the help is returned in two folds?

Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face?
But did you know that it has more value when you say it to their face?
Did you know that if you ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted?
Did you know that you can make your dreams come true, like falling in love, becoming rich, staying healthy, if you ask for it by faith, and if you really knew, you'd be surprised by what you could do.

But don't believe everything I tell you, until you try it for yourself, if you know someone that is in need of something that I mentioned, and you know that you can help, you'll see that it will be returned in two-fold.

Strangely, i had someone in mind when i highlighted those words red. i THINK you noe who u are babe.

2006-08-22T20:34:00.000+08:00

List ten things you want to say to 10 different people.
1. SYAK - I miss you girl. Although we've met up during YGW and all those crap, its not the same anymore. ='( Although i still get inside infos bout you and *ahem* but... yah meet up some day ok!

2. VEE - Grr.. Two times in a row we didnt meet up. Blame %^$&$%* Grrr... You better be around for my grad night, or i will turn up in a sack! =D

3. RY - Just want to say a BIG thank you for tolerating all my crap, even when im super irritating *yah, the mood comes now and then =)* Things havent been too well for you either, but HANG IN THERE! Look at the bright side of life, where the world never turns her back on you, learn from all, and remember God is with us. =)

4. LEO - You left two full years of memory with me. And the colourful days at KV with the whole bunch, Weili, Joel, Lemuel, ShiXuan, Shawn, Marc, Jacq, Tata and all. Those days were wonderful =) Awww... i know you still care.

5. MARC - And thank YOU for the wonderful times in school too. My cure to phobia of darkness and walking back from MRT at night =)

6. MAY - Just one line. A friend i know i can trust my life with.

7. DES- Bimbness and all. I love you. =)

8. ERNI - We share the best memories together. !Smash'D is CIP's bond.

9. VANS - HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ii lurbbe euu 1314 worxXx.

10. TAG - One space left, and of cox i wont forget my lovelies. My best times in secondary school lifes was in those camps, those competitons, those outings. Be honoured, you guys are THE best! XD

2006-08-12T16:44:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!! im sooooo fucking pissed! Ok firstly i did something real dumb. Dumb.. like signing up for something, using ryan's email -.- WTF?! How stupid can one get?
And i cant sign in to anything now because my com cant read my password!!! Fuck right. But strangely.. i can get into blogger. AH whatever, stupid ppl gets stupid problems.

ANYWAY, i just bagged my first A1!!! Woohoo! Chinese -.- Whoever would have thought i can pass chinese, let alone an a1. But anywae, yay! Haha

Went roaming round expo and airport with May Yuan Mak and Liang just now. Eating tt oil filled chicken and looking at soooo many people made me wanna puke. GROSS.

ok this was the conver with SOMEONE *** to censor of my privacy sake
the ones in black are just what i was thinking at tt time

her: i decided already
me: Ehmm... So who?
her: i decided to love de one i love more HA!
me: Fuck you bitch. And u expect me to guess who is it? Fill in the blank ah?
her: Ops. Herc. Scary leh u
me: I think u shld just give it up and move on. Get a life
her: I decided to go on single.. Think when im single like now! Ha! Don wanna hurt another one so rather think when im single. Ha
me: Leave **** alone. He is mine [well i apparently was joking bout the mine part just to get her to lay off]
her: Ha... he likes **... shall wait
me: Slowly wait. By the time ur house is a coffin u still got to wait. You can wait your entire life and he still wont like you. Just stop being desperate
her: Hm...
[i didnt bother replying...]
her: Maybe not wait but let myself think
me: What's there to think about? He doesn't like you, is not liking you, and will never like you. Ok you know what, forget it.
[ SHE SIMPLY DOESNT GET IT! OH GOSH!]

2006-08-10T21:20:00.000+08:00

woah woah.. hold it people. i didnt mean for this shit to blow up so big. suddenly everyone is confiding to bitch bout her. ok i dont like her just becox of the OH SO MANY kors and dearies part. So jaz.. once u decide to change over, im still the huiwen who took u for orientation.. but before tt, im sorry... stay away. =) And for the rest who are plain bitching.. erm... okay? i dunno what to say. But jaz, i heard from liang bout today... stand from where u fall.. dont go crawling back.. it doesnt work. * Prays for the Jaz i know during orientation to be back =)

2006-08-10T10:48:00.000+08:00

This is not intended to be a joke, it's not funny, it's intended to get you thinking...

Dart Test...

A young lady named Sally , relates an experience she had in a seminary class, given by her teacher, Dr. Smith. She says that Dr. Smith was known for his elaborate object lessons.
One particular day, Sally walked into the seminary and knew they were in for a fun day! On the wall was a big target and on a nearby table were many darts. Dr. Smith told the students to draw a picture of someone that they disliked or someone who had made them angry , and he would allow them to throw darts at the person's picture.
Sally's friend drew a picture of a girl who had stolen her boyfriend. Another friend drew a picture of his little brother ... Sally drew a picture of a former friend, putting a great deal of detail into her drawing, even drawing pimples on the face. Sally was pleased with the overall effect she had achieved.
The class lined up and began throwing darts. Some of the students threw their darts with such force that their targets were ripping apart . Sally looked forward to her turn, and was filled with disappointment when Dr. Smith, because of time limits, asked the students to return to their seats.
As Sally sat thinking about how angry she was because she didn't have a chance to throw any darts at her target. Dr. Smith began removing the target from the wall. Underneath the target was a picture of Jesus . A hush fell over the room as each student viewed the mangled picture of Jesus, holes and jagged marks covered His face and His eyes were pierced.
Dr. Smith said only these words... " In as much as ye have done it unto the least of these my brethren, ye have done it unto Me ." Matthew 25:40. No other words were necessary; the tears filled eyes of the students focused only on the picture of Christ.
This is an easy test; you score 100 or zero .... It's your choice. If you aren't ashamed to do this, please follow the directions. Jesus said, "If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you, before My Father ."

2006-08-08T17:48:00.000+08:00

well, watched Click just now. It actually made me think * wow, YES, i CAN think*
I must look around me... those four leaf clovers i have. and those irritating pest. aint i glad to have them? *yah, even those pesky lil things*

People, you guys can call me a selfish bitch, call me a slut, whatever. But i really want tt taiwan trip. Its our last year, at least for most of us, so cant i just spend time with ppl who spend at least 3 years with me? * Nik and licia, tt 4 to you* You guys still have a chance next year, some next next yr, and next next next yr. I really want the few days off with those ppl, without having to deal with parents like claire yan and deb always are. Its the last time where we can actually spend quality time together, where we can actually sing acapella on stage together, LAST. Whatever the rest thinks, i know deb, yan, licia and chewy are on my side. Anyway, i love you guys =)

And there is this slight hatred stirring in me these few days. She probably wont know im talking bout her because i was the one tt was being a slut, being nice. Anywae, i've had enough, no more pretence for me anymore. I'll like who i like, befriend who i want. And dislike those who deserved to be. If you are attached, STICK TO ONE. Dont go fleeting round like a butterfly, maybe moth will be a better word, do they even fleet? ANYWAY, dont go lift a guys dream and let it hang there, it sucks! And nope, having sooooo many kors and dearies wont help either *God how obvious can i get* and to add on to making it idiot proof, *yes, can i have the shirt back so i can return to my friend whom i borrowed from for you?!

2006-08-05T18:51:00.000+08:00

im always as bored as claire =D

BOLD THE STATEMENTS THAT APPLY TO YOU:

I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days. im a o level kid =(
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana. wth is this?
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes. i curse MOST of the times =)
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm totally smart. ha, call me a narcissist
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast. People tell me that often enough
I have long hair. Not as long as may's though.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I can't survive without Caller ID. i guess.. havent tried
I like the way i look. im a narcissist, u cant blame me =D
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent. i dont hide stuff
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone. actually it depends on who.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone. as ryan always says, hate is a word too strong to use
I'm a pretty good dancer. well that i dont noe
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.
I am happy at this moment.
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like hotdogs.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I don't know why the hell i am doing this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
I think climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at least one person that i work with.
I am a caffeine junkie. coke is caffeine rite?
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary. yah, like when im being threatened
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.

2006-08-05T18:00:00.000+08:00

geog trip to labrador today -.- it just reminded me of the sec two leadership camp where we had to WALK from the camp site to the park. darn i miss those times. anyway, here are those photos, UNGLAM ones

Nad

May

Yuan!

Sim

marcurls (he better not see this)

Chocolate is melting

Joe!

May

Shirley

My Bitch

Vin

Pamela ( she is so gonna kill me if she sees this)

2006-07-30T15:29:00.000+08:00

Read Carefully and Understand the Meanings:

Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.

Love starts with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a tear.

Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.

What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?

If love isn't a game, why are there so many players?

Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.

You can only go as far as you push!

Actions speak louder than words.

Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.

Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.

A best friend is like a four leaf clover, hard to find and luckyto have.

Some people make the world special by just being in it.

Best friends are the siblings God forgot to give us.

When it hurts to look back, and you're scared to look ahead, you can look beside you and your best friend will be there.

True friendship never ends.

Friends are forever.

Good friends are like stars....you don't always see them, but youknow they are always there.

Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.

Most people walk in and out of your life, but only friends leave footprints in your heart.

If u love something...let it go.If it comes back to you its yours....If it doesn't then it never was.

A kiss is just a kiss until u find the one you love. A hug is just a hug until its from the one ur thinking of. A dream is just a dream until u make it come true.

LOVE is just a word until its proven 2 u.

Remember, every minute spent angry is sixty seconds of happiness wasted.

To realize
The value of a sister:
Ask someone who doesn't have one.

To realize
The value of ten years:
Ask a newlyDivorced couple.

To realize
The value of four years:
Ask a graduate.

To realize
The value of one year
Ask a student who has failed a final exam.

To realize
The value of nine months
Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.

To realize
The value of one month
Ask a motherwho has given birth to a premature baby.

To realize
The value of one week
Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.

To realize
The value of one hour
Ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.

To realize
The value of one minute
Ask a person who has missed the train, bus or plane.

To realize
The value of one-second
Ask a person who has survived an accident...

To realize
The value of one millisecond
Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics.

Time waits for no one.
Treasure every moment you have.
You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special.

To realize
The value of a friend
Lose one.

2006-07-22T09:18:00.000+08:00

Pictures from Racial Harmony Day.

2006-07-15T17:35:00.000+08:00

About one week since i updated. Well, not much happened. Its the same everyday. Go to school, come home, bath, dinner, go back to school, come home talk on the phone. How exciting life can be -.-

And im finally out of the "im never gonna get attached" mood.

I have a crush on him. =) And he shall never know as im never gonna tell anyone. And simply because he will never be interested, and it spoils friendship. =(

2006-07-08T09:22:00.000+08:00

Thank you Angela, Thank you Alain. Love you guys!
And of cox, STEPHANIE! So sweet =) Love you worx.
And to EVERYONE who wished me advance birthday on friday. And this morn, and to those whom send me msg and i cant see cox of my cocked up phone, thank you. =D
Will flaunt those presents, SOON.

2006-07-04T14:02:00.000+08:00

Sunday
Went to cousin's house for my niece's birthday. Gosh arent they the cutest beings ever. Then i kinda slacked till 8 plus 9 when liang called. Then i went over to May's place. Slacked again in her no colour room, BLACK AND WHITE then we bussed down to plaza sing at around 10.30. The mall was oredi closed... so kewl, its so empty and there we are walking in it.

Monday
Ok, its actually sunday midnight. So briefing started with sham saying "Montage makers pls gather outside Lee Hwa" i was thinking, what gather outside lee hwa? Who is lee hwa? Then we saw "her" LEE HWA JEWELLERY -.-

So we were put into four groups as there are four hearts to make. Was with May, Vans, Yuan, Vin, Joe, Pam, Naz, Yong Wei, Darren, Faiz, Lee ann and Syl. Well we played bingo for quite some time then we had to build the quadrant. Alot of problems came with the counting of squares cox its so freaking small. Then its bedtime at bout 2 plus 3. But we was ready for bed lah. We went to buy food from 7 eleven and was outside for veh long... Then, ok nvm skip tt point. Then Darren, Naz, Yongwei, Syl, Vin and Yuan went to sleep. Really dont understand how they can sleep, those ppl polishing the big choco bar were so loud! Then may start going round drawing and putting toothpaste on ppl who are asleep -.- so the 5A guys didnt dare sleep. But Tongann did zonk out at 6 plus in the morn, when the air con was on, it was SOOOO loud lah. So he slept for bout 2 hrs? SO, without sleep, i started the day off. Went for breakfast then came back for briefing. Then stoned on the stage for a while till tag comes and i went warm up with them. Then yah montage making, then went home at bout 5 plus, was tooo tooo tired.

It was fun lah, with May Joe and all. And now, I shall go sleep and MAYBE go for night study.

2006-07-01T16:24:00.000+08:00

Okay, the post before this should be overlooked. Was emoing a lil too much. My life passed on perfectly fine. Until Monday, when those lil monkeys i took neoprints with reminded me of someone.

Im stuck at home, because of a pathetic cramp which i think i will die of someday. And tml is chocolate day. Almost everyone got to sell chocolates. So, since i have to report at Plaza Sing at 10.30PM, I have NTH on in the day, so who want go watch movie with me!

And i guess i will spend my birthday alone this year, since its a saturday =)

2006-06-29T18:52:00.000+08:00

Its your birthday tml. Im wishing you a happy birthday here, which you will never ever see. Best wishes to you and her. And i still love you.

2006-06-28T18:46:00.000+08:00

Had P.E today. I grew!!! One cm. Still got grow mah! And i think i'll never reach 160 in my entire life. And if i ever EVER reach 50 kg, i will kill myself. =)

Chem, yay, i still have Mrs Chan. But its different, with a bigger class, we dont get special attention anymore, DARN. But oh well, at least we dont have to tahan Chooi anymore rite. Mdm Wan taking us for ALIVE. She is sooooo cute! Im starting to love her already. =)

Went to LJS with Mich, Steph, Venny, Huihui, Starstar, amanda and Angela. OH and Yong Quan, Jerrold and Gavin. But those 3 useless thing dumped us the moment we reach LJS. They ate somewhere else and went home. SMART RIGHT. -.- Had so much fun at the neoprint shop. Stephanie is a chao ah lian! PURE! Haha.

2006-06-26T20:19:00.000+08:00

First day of school. Didnt get caught for socks nor hair. Lucky day. But because of the oversleeping in hols, kept dozing off in class... I guess i have to start getting use to the sleeping early and wake up early thing again. So with 4 hours of sleep, i have to last through all the lessons. Inclsuding boring ones like chinese and physics! Then cabbed down to anglican with jacq and mar for c boys first match. They are not as bad as we expected them to be! They beat Changkat Changi with a score of 47 - 28! And Changkat is suppose to be STRONG. =D

After that went makan at Bedok Inter with Yong Quan, Dennis, Gavin, Jeffrey, Jerold, Starstar, Theresa, Stephanie, Michelle, Jaz, Amanda and her friend. Yah, alot of people. Then bussed down to sch playground with Steph, Theresa and Starstar. Havent had so much fun in ages!

2006-06-24T23:54:00.000+08:00

Anana

Shihui

Jasmine

Jiakai

Lincoln, Ruben

Jin, Xinyi

Samuel. Aleem barged in!

Ryan

Sze mun, Theresa, Shiqi, Angela

C.I.P comm

Shoes!

hidayah's ARTISTIC photo

From the juniors

Angela

Hidayah, Zie, Raz

Zizie

2006-06-24T13:11:00.000+08:00

Went to Youth Gone Wild yesterday. Whitley Sec's hall is so darn small, and it is NOT air conditioned. HELLO?! Most of us, including Yadh though that !Smash'D was much better, even the sound quality. Well, moshed like crazy, and drained all our energy out. Spoke to kenneth, vocalist of Lucid Vapour. Well, last night was fun, because i finally met my Syak. =)

Sweetheart

Sweet Child O' Mine

Adam

The pinkhead

Angela!

My gal

Fayyadh, Nizam, Syak

2006-06-21T10:25:00.000+08:00

Ok tagboard replies here.

andy: woo im having second thoughts =)
anonymous: gosh your english
jaz: haha love you!
ruiqi: you only have same ip address if it is masked. haha thx!
vee: you have to understand. these losers have no where else to go =( Cant you just pity them? And lets not insult their teachers. Its their lousy intellect that caused this.
jacq: bingo!
xue 'er: WATER DROPLET!

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Love you guys!

2006-06-19T16:29:00.000+08:00

i really miss the old TAG.

Nik
Yuan
Deb
Claire
Yan
Chewy
Licia
Merv
Liang
Anana
Ry

i LOVE you guys!

2006-06-18T15:24:00.000+08:00

sean was talking to me bout his prob. and so i realise what a lucky girl i am. Stayed single for 3 months = staying happy for 3 months. And after talking to the nuthead last night, yah staying single is the bestest thing ever. Ok those lovey dovey thingies out there can just shut up yah. =D

Busy days.
Nuthead jeremy concert last night
Tution Later
Classes this coming week
Movies with cousin and sis on tues
Shopping with mum on tues
Choir camp and dinner on wed
Choir camp on thurs
P6 gathering on thurs
Youth Gone Wild on Friday
Vee returning on Friday
PSL farewell on Sat
Darius gathering on Sun.

WHEE!!!

miss you peeps in school. Bimbo, May, Chocolate Joe.

2006-06-14T21:12:00.001+08:00

Im SOOOO bored im wishing ALMOST everyone happy birthday on their blogs. -.- Ha, and so i saw this thingy that claire saboed me with, and YES i'll do it.

Name 3 things in your wallet:
> neos that already exist in my album
> that straw heart from lesbian claire
> ez link card

Name 3 things you do when you're really stressed:
> msg weipo "fuck where are you"
> msg alain
> if they neh reply then i'll just start being bitchy

Name 3 favorite places to shop:
> Paper People! *that store in far east that is simply gorgeous. my birthday is coming HINT HINT ppl!
> Outfitter
> Actually, i can shop anywhere

3 places you go on a daily basis:
> my room
> my room's toilet
> house staircase

3 favourite fruits:
> GREEN apple
> mangosteen
> Jack fruit

Name 3 names you go by:
> huiwen *most people
> hui *may
> hui VVen *tube

Name 3 things you are wearing right now:
> Purple boat neck
> white minis
> Pink belt

Who is in the house with you?
> Sis, cousins, maids, mum

Who did you get this survey from?
> claire?

Who are you thinking about right now?
> weipo!

Who did you last talk to on the phone?
> Jessica!

Whose birthday is next?
> Today is Ryan Pang's! Next is Ryan Chan's!

Who do you wish you were with right now?
> vEe!

Where do you live?
> Limau Garden

Where is your phone?
> Beside

Where are your parents?
> Mum downstairs having dinner, who knows where my dad went

Where do you sleep?
> in my room?

Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
> erm op?

Where is the last place you took a ride to?
> Back home from laguna

Where in your house are you?
> study area

What was the last thing you ate?
> dinner

What color shirt are you wearing?
> purple

What is the closest item near you that is blue?
> mouse

What is your favorite color?
> Black white brown

What kind of surgery have you had?
> im perfect!

What do you wear more - jeans or shorts?
> shorts

What is the last movie you watched?
> its so long ago, i forgot.

What song do you currently hear?
> Anyway *Darius ought to be honoured!

What was your dream last night?
> i think i dreamt bout something, but i forgot =D

When did you start school?
> when i was 4

When is your birthday?> 8th July

When did you last go to the mall?
> yesterday

When was the last time you bought a pair of pants?
> i forgot

When did you last burn a candle?
> years ago, i forgot

When did you last see your best friend?
> soooooooooo long ago. vEe when was the last time you came back to singapore and i actually saw you?

Who do you want to sabo to do this quiz?
> haha. erm... ANGELA!

2006-06-13T17:50:00.000+08:00

Okay, so TAG camp is over. Really had fun, especially at night when we were figuring out MMMBop. And seriously, i deserve a noble prize for coming out with idiot proof scores. Ha. Well, i had my share of fun. =D

And hey presto! That donkey isnt dead! Ha, neh reply me for so long, so i tot weipo died or something. He just went to malaysia. i had SOOOOO much things to tell, and everytime i want to tell him, i msged him. And now he says he only receive one msg. SMART. I got so much things to tell ever since he disappeared from my inbox, and now im just too lazy.

# miss euu worxXx hEeHaW!~*

2006-06-11T17:03:00.000+08:00

Darius won 3rd in a national song writing competition! So proud of him! Well, so thats how this bunch of people you see in those pics are formed. From temasek were the sec ones from choir, stephanie, mich, shermaine and the TAGgies. From this choir, i also got to know new people like Samuel and Donovan. OH! And Jeremy, whom i happen to already see and heard his "debut" as he claims two years back, at my cousin's christmas caroling. I remembered my cousin said "Eh my chairman very cute leh, his name is jeremy." And i also met people whom i heard alot about. Marilyn even said she was so paiseh when she wanted to claim her jacket nik left at the control station. And theres Stacy with her rose and grapes and TALL boots. And that Alan really is a mixture of Andy and Jacob. Double terror! And i finally met Alyssa. So much fun last nite. These are the pics from Darius's cam, more from claire's cam next time. And im meeting this bunch of people again next sunday. Lunch treat from Darius! =D

The wonderful people. Alan kind of disappeared.

Darius seriously didnt know what was happening.

Theres that shiny trophy

There.

2006-06-05T21:36:00.000+08:00

wootS! Happy day!

Darius joined some song-writing competition, and he got through the semi-finals. So this coming saturday is the finals. Debbie asked me to join the choir put together by darius from many choirs to sing his song for the finals. But because of TUTION. And mum claiming its "important period" i had to study, i didnt go to the practice ydae. And just now, Darius asked me. And tadah! Im joining them this saturday! So Darius send me the scores and the recording they did ydae, and asked me to learn the song. So, yeap! NAFA here i come! =) And Darius's Anyway *the song he wrote that is playing on his blog* is real nice. wootS!

2006-06-01T15:45:00.000+08:00

Ok, finally got the photos from claire. There, the supposedly TAG outing, but only 5 people turn up. There are more pics, but claire forbids me to put up pics of her in bikini, which is quite alot. So, yah here goes.

By MERV!

The guy who put LOADS of sun block and tanning oil.

Erm, ok that Merv on the left, then Yuan then Me. Retarded, yes.

Unglamness, but who cares.

Do NOT ask me whats with Yuan's face.

Claire and me looking fugly

Hah, dont i love anana

Mrt, looooong ride.

Mrt still

Yes i told you it was looooong

So, here is all, after eliminating those with claire in bikini.
Will post the ones at Nad's Bdae soon, when chewy sends it to me.

2006-05-29T15:46:00.000+08:00

ok, there goes. Chinese O Level is over. But i have a strong feeling i have to take it again end of this year. Darn. Oh well, thank you for those good luck msges last nite, altho some came late in the nite and early in the morn. Thank you, Hiang Ling, Birdy, Sim, Weipo and Alain! All rite, shall go bath then go celebrate nad's bdae. See you guys there!

2006-05-25T20:00:00.000+08:00

All right. Its Thursday. Fourth day of Chinese Intensive thingy. Fourth day of slack. What is chinese intensive? Oh its just a session where i have a not very comfortable but better than everybody else's position, great aircon, on music, and... sleep! Well, not exactly, its actually do a paper, 1 and 2, EVERYDAY! How exciting rite! awww... But yah lah all i do is sleep and listen to my mp3. How nice life gets.

and WOW! vEe comes to my blog. girl, i miss you. Alot. I mean it. When was the last time i saw you? Lemuel, see lah. *grumbles grumbles grumbles*

ok they will be back tml, 10. Gosh cant wait. heehaw!

2006-05-22T14:33:00.000+08:00

ok im bored. So i found another 20 names thingay.

Just fill in 20 names.

01. May
02. Syl
03. Yuan
04. Vans darling
05. Caramel Joe
06. Sim
07. Bytch Weipo
08. Alain
09. Ry
10. Marcurls
11. Lenis
12. Nad
13. Licia
14. Darren
15. Gan
16. Amanda
17. Venny
18. Erni
19. Izzati
20. Birdy

Answer the questions.

1. How has 1 affected your life? May
Without her. I would be quite a bore now.
2. Why is 20 one of the 20 names? Cadence
Cox she is of same species as me! UN-human.
3. Has 3 changed alot over the years you know him/her? Yuan
Duh! Especially her hair can. Gosh, spare me the horror!
4. 3 words to describe 17. Venny
Loud, Shriek, Small
5. What do you like about 7? Weipo
Hair, Eyes, Lashes, bitching skills and total sarcasm.
6. How did you know 12? Nad
Same class since sec 1!!! NOW you know why i love her so much even if we do quarrel here and there.
7. Do you trust 2? Syl
Syl is one of the few people that i hide NOTHING from. Know her since sec one because of my cousin. And i loved her since then. She seems to alwaes be there when i need her.
8. Hows working with 19 like? Izzati
Erm, im jobless and i think so is she. But "working" with her for all 3 charity concert, After World, Music Is It and !Smash'd is simply FUN!
9. How close are you and 4? Vans
Erm we hug, we hold hands when we go out. We stand hand to waist in school. But we are straight. =) love you vans!
10. What has brought you and 18 together? Erni
3U has got us together, but !Smash'd and her jerk has brought us even closer.
11. Describe life without 5. Joan
Boring. No sarcasm. No melted chocolate and caramel!
12. In what way do you not like 16? Amanda
If i dont like her, she will not be on the 20 people list. Oh ok i do hate the fact that she is oh so skinny though!
13. Do you love 6? Sim
Which grandma doesnt love her grandson, you tell me. Love this boy of mine~
14. Whats 15's favourite? Gan
A girl. *a*i* ** *ui*ui
15. What do you like about 8? Alain
His muscles, uber nice legs and his sweetness. =)
16. Give words that comes to mind when 14 is mentioned. Darren
Christmas! Dots
17. Give lines that comes to mind when 9 is mentioned. Ry
I get that alot and im used to it.
So is that a good thing?
*beatbox*
18. Whats 13's favourite? Licia
Spongebob!
19. What was the first impression of 11? Lenis
Cute, quiet.
20. Is 10 straight? Marcus
Gosh. Haha he is lah. I think. Hah

Wooo fun. Cousin sent this to me. Haha, it kills time!

2006-05-22T14:22:00.000+08:00

ok great. The sec 3s left for pahang today. sdgfghdhsadryhwe! So irritating. I soooo miss bytch and alain lah. Oh well. Oh here is the funniest few lines ever. EVER.

Me: Do try to keep your virginity at Pahang yah.
Bytch: Yah, i'll try. But you never know when a bear has the erge to fuck you in the middle of the night.

WTH?! haha. Oh well, wadeva. Intensive chinese started, and i sooooo hate it! I tot it was just doing chinese everyday, but NO! Its actually chinese EXAM everyday! Fishball! And for today's paper one, i wrote 1 page for each section and handed in. Hah! I dont care. Write much also no point. Paper two, i did two compre question and decided to just sleep. And yap! That what i did. SLEEP. What a waste of my life.

argh. I miss weipo and alain. Heehaw *copyrighted from gwp

2006-05-18T21:01:00.000+08:00

ok, i just heard today that this particular bunch of sec 2s who wants to start an acapella group, and want mr oh to coach them. HA! And they said US, the current Tag people will not let them join tag. HA!

excuse me, mr oh is holding an audition for EVERYONE and ANYONE in the Sec 2s. And you so will not get through the audition, because you soooo cannot sing please. If it was an audition for people who are simply professionals at being out of tune, you will have a walk through, dont even need to audition you. HELLO! And i read Claire's blog. And want to say that, TAG has had our ups and downs together. Having our disputes and ironing them out. Going through many performances together has made us a group of friends i know i can trust myself with. And even if we graduate, like Henry did. He knows he is still from TAG. And im sure we dont want to sing with people we really dont even want to be seen out with. And having ANYTHING to do with you is just a total turn off. So please, i love TAG, dont spoil my love.

TAG is my everything.

2006-05-18T18:59:00.000+08:00

okay. I dont even know what to say for today. Say meet at 7.37 to go Sentosa. And only me and Yuan were ready on time. The rest never even wake up lah. And the first msg i saw in my phone wad ry saying he not coming. sdkfsiugb. So ended up with only 5 ppl. 5! Sentosa was sooo empty lah. And we realised that singing really is the best at the back of a bus, ANY bus. Tanned. Im pinkish now. But it isnt as obvious as the previous choir outing wan. That one, i was really burnt. Then Yuan left at 1. Then anana meeting charlene and gang, claire meeting church ppl. So i went to meet amanda and venny. So long never really talk to them. Ah bah. I dont know what to say. Blogging aint fun anymore. Feel like stopping the blog. Will upload the pics we took as long as claire sends it to me.

2006-05-16T20:51:00.000+08:00

Name 20 people you can think of right now at the top of your head.Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 people. Im as bored as claire.

01. May
02.Yuan
03. Sim
04. Nad
05. Ry
06. Licia
07. Joan
08. Des
09. Chewy
10. Weipo
11. Alain
12. Liang
13. Anana
14. Darren
15. Angela
16. Erni
17. Venny
18. Gan
19. Adriano
20. Syak

How did you meet 14?- erm... now tt hard, becox i dont know.
What would you do if you've never met 1?- i will be leading a boring life in class
What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?- They arent les.
Did you ever like 19?- no? Never. So what if he is Superstar
Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?- no!
Describe 3.- my grandson. I love him. TALL. Good build
Do you think 8 is attractive?- well, i love her though
Tell me something about 7.- chocolatey. If she melts, we will have chocolate fudge, or chocolate fountain!
Do you know any of 12's family?- Nope.
What's 8's favourite?- band? i dont noe
What would you do when 18 confesses that he/she likes you?- haha, tt was the past
What language(s) does 15 speak?- she just tells me she loves me
Who is 9 going out with?- she is single
How old is 16 now?- 15 going on 16
When was the last time you talked to 13?- JUST NOW! haha i love him
What is 2's favourite band/singer?- ME! haha
Would you ever date 4?- we are married, fyi
Would you ever date 7?- nah... she isnt available
Is 15 single?- yeap
What's 10's last name?- GAN! haha
Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?- i love alain! But he is younger than me ppl. Think straight.
What school does 3 go to?- MY school. TEMASEK
Where does 6 live?- somewhere ard sch.. dunno wads tt place called
What's fav thing about 5?- he is just my favourite.

2006-05-16T20:29:00.000+08:00

oh my asoizdgnkxhc god. Watched !Smash'D dvd, TWICE! Gosh, i so miss those guys. I miss Lucid Vapour, that Urban Passion guy, Aeem and Velvet Rose. Goodness. And it is kinda like the first time im watching it, cox i was backstage on headphone, so i couldnt hear much and see anything. And gosh, i sooooo love Liang, Weipo and ANANA! HOT! Too bad they arent when they are offstage. *OOPS* haha.

And im sorry ryan for throwing my tantrums at you AGAIN. sorry sorry sorry. =)

2006-05-14T15:12:00.000+08:00

wootS! Went to Bugis with Angela today.
Had fun charming the neoprint machine * yuan, im a vivian wannabe!*

Oh wells, and we bought Jacq's present. And i cant say wad, becox she reads my blog... nah nah, im shutting up. =x

ok, im going for TUITION. How exciting rite. Bye! And i so do NOT believe Alain Teh ANYMORE.

2006-05-13T20:56:00.000+08:00

ok just read a few lines tt so evoked me.

I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
Just because someone doesn't love you the wayyou want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
A true friend is someone who reaches for yourhand and touches your heart.
The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
There's always going to be people that hurtyou so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more careful about who you trust next time around.
Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.
Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

These lines just remind me of TAG, especially Ryan and Yuan. Dont ask me why, becox i dont noe either.

2006-05-13T19:51:00.000+08:00

ladeedeedum. Went to Suntec and Bugis today and bought LOADS of stuff. =D

Came home after lunch and watched Nanny Mcphee, and Sky High! Yes... i know... im slow. But im a happy girl now! So nice! And i bought "The Five People You Meet In Heaven" Im determined to finish it before chinese o's... but heck it, i havent even started. Oh and i went to Syl's blog. And i realised i didnt know wad the heck i was thinking when i gave her tt present. Haha syl, i promise i wasnt feeling horny when i gave it to you. =)

Oh and here are some tag replies... lazy to type there, since im oredi here.

[henry'] YES! TAG is going Taiwan! TOGETHER! wootS!
[angela] and I miss YOU too!
[zhiyi<3] welcome!
[yuan] i cant wait i cant wait i cant wait. But tt would mean AFTER our o's... DARN.

2006-05-10T15:40:00.000+08:00

Featuring VELVET ROSE!
Sweetheart is singing!
Haha. Yah.

well mid-year exam is saying goodbye. Like FINALLY! Im free now~! And i have oh so many things to do. TAG outing! The many bdae presents to get. And meet that sweetheart who has been showering me loads of love. <3!

But this fun will NOT last. Chinese o level 29th May. Then have to start mugging for prelims. Goodness gracious, i guess the only time i got to really rest is after o levels. Now, i just wanna SLEEP.

2006-05-05T13:43:00.000+08:00

ok one week gone, one more week to go before i finish mid-yrs. Darn im so gonna fail every single subject... wait and see. Ok enough bout exams, before i go nuts. Im just waiting for mid-years to finish, then i can meet you saiful! Hahaz guest of honour of saiful seh... I'll try my best to go kay?

Oh and TAG is going taiwan end of this yr! Olay! Its been so long... I just cant wait for TAG to get together again. i miss my laopos! And all the crapping, and all they bitching! hahax and ryan! argh but december is so far away. But it would mean spending Christmas in Taiwan with TAG! wootS! Lurrbe euu guyss loaddx worXx!

And yes, ming jie's bdae is coming, MAY's bdae is coming, himbo's bdae is coming, Nad's bdae too. soo many lah. OH! claire and venny if u are reading, belated present kkaes?

oh rite, enuff of slacking, back to my geog, chem, emath, amath and lit. =(

2006-04-26T17:51:00.000+08:00

gosh, im like oh so proud of myself. i never knew i could affect someone's life SO much. That the special someone have to go around " I dont like Hui Wen" "What should i do huh?" "Can you tell me why huiwen hates me so much?" oh pls, get a life. You dont come and talk to me until you found your oldself that was so nice ok. And to think i would have though you were nice and helpful, well i guess i though wrong. Cocky, arrogant, proud. Oh pls lah, its ok to feel confident about yourself, but there is a limit ok. WAKE UP! And i know you literally READ the dictionary, but i think you need to read up on the simple word, humble.

And to ppl who alwaes come tell me, eh i dont like him also. But apparently show the other side to him. Stop being double faced. And i have no wrong in not liking a person, and say so ok. If you dont have the guts to just not like him, then dont go ard saying so. Its wrong. And pls, this is not a class dispute, its personal issues, so do NOT pull the class unity in. It doesnt work this way.

2006-04-20T17:48:00.000+08:00

* PANICK * it was till today, during physics, where i wasnt listening to class. Started really lookin at mid-year dates, and *gasps*! its in 13 days time. So this is prolly the last time i'll be blogging till mid-ends. I'm gonna start mugging, although i noe its a lil too late. I know i cannot finish studying by mid-yr lah, but at least its better than nth rite? So see you ppl! Till mid yr finishes!

2006-04-18T21:57:00.000+08:00

ok so im here to blog. But theres too much to say, and im too lazy. ahahaX.

Four U's new irritating phrase. " Jessica, Jessica! Tsk JESSICA!" ok, it isnt even a phrase. Its just so irritating, i only have one thing to say, if u cant beat us, join us. Soon the whole sch will be going " Jessica jessica jessica" Like mai, tt bimb. =) Gosh i just love 4 U. We can even have fun while oral. Hahax. Maybe its just us! wootS.

Love my darlink class to bits.
ii lurrbe miie 4eeu forebba worx

2006-04-15T18:03:00.000+08:00

ok greatness, im so so bored. so, i have been blog hopping, and i hopped kinda far, like to ppl whom i dont even noe who the heck they are. and there are SOOOOO many i lurrbee euu ppl. And i say hid's blog, tokin bout those i lurrbe euu ppl too!

ok, so we have officially stepped down from choir. And from the old so many blogs that i've hopped, alot of the juniors are with their, oh i will miss the seniors shit. Bullshit. Stop lieing to yourself. And i guess the only one they will miss is ryan chan. I will so not miss those juniors, but they ARE kinda cute. Ppl like, Wei Qin, Yan Ling, Jazreel and Sue ying. Hahax. And im sooo glad im out of choir because i wont have to see those fucking sec 2s anymore. I dont get it ok. When they are alone, they can be so nice. But when they are together as a group, eewness! Ah wadeva, and im so glad im out of tt stupid loke's way. She is pure irritating ok. And i saw from those sec one's blog. " i will miss darius" Hahax licia said this " Pls lah, they have only been with him for a few months" Yah, i totally agree, so what, we must miss him so much we feel like dieing? And if u miss him, just ask him out lah! ok i am ranting, and someone is gonna say "BIMB" when he sees this.

And i so miss TAG can! So is this the end? No more activities? NOOOO! sobX. alright, not like anyone can help it, with the stupid o levels coming up. Guess we will have to wait till 2008 when deb they all finish o levels... argh... tt like so long can. Darn. Well, love you guys! Nik, Yuan, Deb, Claire, Yan, Chewy, Licia, Merv, Liang, Ry!

And im !Smash'D sick. =) I miss the SUPER LOUD music. And the LONG rehearsals. And the crazy ppl! And i miss the intercom, tt headphone thingy. " huiwen to aisyah, huiwen to aisyah, EVERYONE IS LEAVING, CUT THE VIDEO!" gosh i so miss D'Marquee. And having fun with the bands! During the stand down time, everyone spraying hair, saiful with his cannot make it eyeliner. OH! And going high with Lucid Vapour! And of cox i have never ever forgotten Fallen 13. Although you guys didnt make it thru the auditions, u guys brought us the initial fun! Hahax, all the slacking in the den, even made me miss judging the last band, velvet rose!

ok bimbo made her point, shall stop ranting. bye!

2006-04-14T17:42:00.000+08:00

im such a good lil girl =D Good friday, and i stayed at home the WHOLE DAY. Woke up at 9 plus and then came infront of com le. Then bitched non stop and tok nonsense with russ, the himbo till 2 plus. He simply thinks that i am a bimbo, and wadeva i say, he will still say i am a bimbo, but he just doesnt wan to admit he is a himbo. He says he doesnt look like a himbo, unlike jia kai. oopS! Hahax. Then my sis wanted to watch Journey *yes, the musical that is so much better than brothers.* And it brought back so much memories. Recording with Reza, Backstage with waz, my darlink. And of cox the darlink vEe. And i guess she is back in singapore now, love her! Ok so how am i gonna spent the rest of the day tt is left, since its bout 6 now? Heh, shant tell you! Cox i dont noe either! No life rite. sobX *himb, thinks this is a kawaii, i lurbee euu language * wadeva! * rolls eye *

a post to saiful

2006-04-13T22:24:00.000+08:00

Just came back from sportsmeet, at JURONG! Crazy right, 4U did super well! More on tt next time. This blog is dedicated to SAIFUL! * vocalist of velvet rose *! Yes i know saiful is gonna read this. MISS YOU! Miss ur entire band too! And everyone from !Smash'D. Pakcik has kewl creativity for coming up with names. Who ever would have thought of Banini and Makiki as names? Hahax, short but sweet post. Miss ya guy!

2006-04-12T23:05:00.000+08:00

i am SO darn pissed. People who want to noe what happen, find MUA! You will be so interested bout how much a jerk a guy can be. I shall be civilised and not start ranting or "gossipping" as they call it, on my blog. =) But now, marcus and syl noes, so ha! Realised tt bitching does kewl ppl down. I should start a therapy class, called " Bitch all you want!" to cure those crazy ppl.

lian

2006-04-11T21:53:00.000+08:00

ii haVe shoOo manii thinGs tO saEe, i dunNo wherEe tO staRt nehXx.
ok wadeva, im lame. but im seriously amazed by this new "lian language". Its just so kawaii nehXx. Oh my goodness. Ok i tried, but i failed. It seems to ne tt ppl ard me are the better lian typers. Leo, Marcus are some, to name a few. And weipo is some bloody pro.

ok anywae, today is the beginning of the war between 4Unity and 5A. Since the other classes are like oh so boring. And since us two classes has the best 4 form teachers! We won the best Female award and they won the best male. And Mdm Sharifah stood up for us, by telling them " this time 1 off, but this isnt the end." wootS i so love her can. And i noe mrs lim and mdm sharifah is super proud of our class.

ok and back to idiots who simply love tagging anonymously, get a life ppl. And if u have enuff intellectual skills, you would noe tt i mean figuritively, not literally. Get a life, get a more meaningful life and stop doing stupid stuff and degrade urself. oR elsEe euUu wiLl bE aS low-claSs aS aLl thesEe high-claSs bitchEs, aS waDd theYy caLl themselvEs. ok fish it, i simply cannot type lian, hahax im a wannabe! (^-..-^)

2006-04-09T08:38:00.000+08:00

Talk to Saiful last nite on msn! Ah! * yes, THAT saiful, super cute vocalist of Velvet rose* Gosh i miss the !Smash'D peepz soooo much.

bullshit

2006-04-08T12:48:00.000+08:00

huiwen talks bullshit. she so cannot be trusted.

Skip choir ydae, came home early, liang called. Talk cock for veh long. And after tokin to him, last nite i didnt sleep well. All those bullshit bout losing interest in guys, now its all gone. But i still trust love no more. But liang made me think bout this someone, who has been coming in and out of my life these 4 yrs. I havent forgotten the previous relationship yet, so i dont think another one will be coming in a long time. And i mean long. But liang has got me thinking, thinking so hard i fell asleep crying.

in a confused state of life.

Chocolate Fountain

2006-04-06T17:10:00.000+08:00

Today was a chocolatey day!

Went to school in the morning and saw 4U crowding there, and i was like "since when is the entire 4U early people?" Then i see y, i saw this big bag of thingy wrapped with best denki wrapper, CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN! You noe the kind tt chocolate flows and flows then u just dip anything u wan and EAT?! So we have to hide it becox mdm sharifah will see it, anywae, yes, it is her bdae present. So we hid it in the av control room. And Mrs Lim took the strawberries. And we hold on to the oh so many Marshmellows. Then the headache comes, how do we get the fountain into her class without her knowing? How do we fool her into the class then? So after many rounds of distracting her, stealing her classroom key and feigning sickness, and saying we have serious class problems with hatred going on so we have to see her in the classroom, and tok through recess. And TADAH! Mdm Sharifah loved the fountain! And so we ended up eating marshmellows and strawberries coated with chocolate through english, through recess and through physics. How? By inviting Mr Toh and Mr Mubarak to eat with us! And mdm sharifah promised to bring it for class chalets! YAYNESS. So 4U had sooo much chocolate today, we got super high! wootS! Jealous peepZ?

Musical

2006-04-01T10:59:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was one of the worst days. Ok anywae i went to school as usual, had english as usual, had chinese as usual, had math as usual, had recess as usual. Then in lit, the entire class played pepsi cola in class. Woots, funness. Then most of us, i dont noe bout zhu yin and pam they all, skipped chinese compo lessons. like it helps lah pls. Then went home bathed and met Bimbo Desiree. We went bugis, strolled and bimboed ard, took fugly neo prints, ate CHICKEN RICE. Then went Kallang by mrt. And pls ok, we reached kallang mrt at 5 plus, and at 6 plus, we were STILL there! No taxi, no bus, raining like feck. We so wanted to just hitch a ride ok. Then reach Kallang theatre, 4U took pictures like fanatics. Hahax, oh wells, tt 4U, bimbos? common lah. But oh we have HIMBOS! Marcus, Makweijie! Hahaz ok i go ask him send the oh so many pictures.
OH then me, May, Yuan, Des, Joan and Vans WALKED to kallang mcdonald. Like wth. Walk on road like it belongs to us, singing on the way. Totally high man, nah we didnt drink, we are just high on maybellyn. Then stayed at Mc, ate for a while then took 14 back. On the bus we got even higher cox veh tired, so it was me, may and yuan. Sing sing sing, les ard. Twinkler twinkler littler star. Hahax. Then when may alighted, this bunch of guys asked for may's number, she shouted out the number and they happily prank called her. Wow how matured! Then because of my scaredycatness, dont dare walk home from bus stop, i called*Peter ( Name altered for the sake of victim's confidential sake ) then we walked and tok just like the olden times when he havent graduate, all the way to my house. Gosh love him and the whole bunch, miss you guys loads! Yayness, vEe is coming back soon, lalala!

4u craziness

2006-03-30T18:16:00.000+08:00

Today was the most fun day of my life! Ok, i went to sch pretty early cox want to study chemistry. And the first person i see, him. I seem to see him everywhere i go now. I dont know y. Then was chem practical which was ok i guess. Then came geog. Like wow ms tang is so kewl. We ask questions and she scolds us, like wad the hell? Then Mdm Suriadi came to me and desiree: I think you need to keep that smile of your face cox i think its irritating her(ms tang). Like pls lah, wad nonsense is that? Some teachers say we give them tt attitude face, now smile also got wrong lah, wow! Then was physics which was oh so boring i nearly fell asleep. Then came this stupid english talk by Mr Anthony Ho. I veh sad for him lah, having a talk before a chem test. No one paid attention can! And my entire class was heads down, either mugging for test, or finishing up practical worksheet. Then he keep hinting at us, but no one cared. Then came the funnest time! I shall elaborate.

First, Desiree was kinda bored, so she started drippin water from her bottle down to the first floor. We were at forth floor ok. Then after a while the guys got bored and started throwing coins down. Wow its raining money! Then all the classes went in oredi so no fun. Then it clicked us, maybe Mdm Ma neh come. So everyone started to come out with games to play. For e.g taking off ur socks and do shuttle run, seperate into 2 grps and see which grp can run to the toilet fastest, YES, we were THAT bored. So we ended up playing pepsi cola. And pamela said she could hear us from the first floor! Then after pepsi cola, which jackson emerge champion, we played truth or dare. So fun! We had Marcus saying he fantasize Patsy Neo, May humpin cupboard, Rionita moaning in guys toilet, Desiree with Shoe on neck, Mak weijie kissing the wall, rueben kissing sim, and many more! Fun rite! Lets hope ma doesnt come again tml.

They say it takes

a minute to find a special person,

an hour to appreciate them,

a day to love them,

but an entire lifetime to forget them.

2006-03-28T17:48:00.000+08:00

had student leader investiture just now. Not as fun as rehearsals lah. Cox being a sports captain, he is high up at the gallery so i keep sensing his prescence. Veh uncomfortable. Then went for choir. I made up my mind to skip speech day, i dont wan perform at speech day. Wear ethnic costume rite, wear all u want lah! Then came down and fishball, i saw him again. Everyone keep telling me time heals everything then ask me to let go. But i really cant help it. He may be happy with another girl now, yes, tt gal, but i am still the same. And open blog see chiou huey, yilin and meilan's tags. It may be other people using their names, it may be them being sarcastic. Or it may be them just plain concern. I choose to believe they care, call me self denial or what. But friendship is all i can rely on now. I believe in guys and love no more.

2006-03-27T19:33:00.000+08:00

call me a loser, call me stupid, call me dumb. Whatever. Quoted from syl: "ie never seen u so serious on a boy before u know..." I cant let go. I still love him. And i still think he is an asshole. And i still dunno which of his words to believe. But i still love him. Sylvia said it isnt worth it, and i noe he isnt worth it. Syl, i also want to move on, but i need a long time. A long long time.

And wow vee reads my blog! Dont worry girl i dont bitch bout you. Love you oh so much! And i miss you darlink! <3!

2006-03-25T10:14:00.000+08:00

hohoho. My tagboard is moving. Thank you guys sooo much. Yah pathetic aint i? Haix im feeling sad for the world nowadays. With people taking things so seriously. Whats the world gonna come to? Some ppl cant take criticism, some even had to ask a whole bunch. Well what am i gonna do? Chang phone number! Change email! Change blog! Bullshit. For fish ah? Hahax isnt singapore suppose to be democratic? Isnt singaporeans suppose to have a freedom in speech? So which law did i break? Hahax nothing, sorry. I have right in voicing things out and no one has the right to stop that yah? And bitching bout me gives no effect on me, so go ahead. Hope you have fun~ =D And yah, happy belated one month too. *right like i blurdy give a damn*

hahx. enough of that. y spoil a happy day for some ppl like tt yah?

Just skipped math lesson. Lazy go. Later got TAG reunion at Bugis! Yayness. The whole TAG is coming, plus tube, joash and Mr Oh! Ok lah not really tag reunion, its just debbie and denise bdae, but oh wells.

hatred for guys.

2006-03-20T19:56:00.000+08:00

Life has never been smooth, now its just worst. School reopen today. Crappiness okay. Oh wells saw him in school. Argh holding anger, controlling. But it aint easy. Okay wadever i dont give a damn. Hohoho... guys are purified jerks. Hate guys. Call me a guy hater, call me anti guy, i just hate guys. EEWNESS. Lets just pray i dont turn les yah?

reunion

2006-03-19T17:14:00.000+08:00

Ydae went to erni's house at 2. Then Went with her to bedok interchange to buy all the boxes, aluminium tray otahs and stuff. Then came back packed them brought them to changi in taxi. But in the meantime wow such wonderful things happen. Ppl keep calling to hurry us, say they have been waiting for 2 hrs then got ppl leaving oredi cox they very hungry. Fuck off lah bullshit. Firstly, wad do they mean ppl are leaving? only anand left can? Secondly, pls lah you guys were suppose to bring food and snack on ur own as well, so if ur neevr bring, just fucking shut ur mouth can? And say we do one man show then never ask for help. Have ur fucking own initiative and offer can? And yes this post is aimed directly at you. I've had enough i tell you. Call call call. Then reach there no one complaining can. Bullshit.
Anywae enough of that. I had a great time after you left i tell you. Thank you liang, weipo and angela. Love 3 of u to the core~ And of cox darlink erni.

2006-03-13T10:09:00.000+08:00

1. Tell her she is beautiful
2. Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its justfor a second.
3. Hug her from behind.
4. Leave her voice or txt messages to wake up to.
5. Wrestle with her :)
6. don't go hang out with you ex whenshes not with you, you might not relize how badlyit hurts her.
7. If youre talking to another girl, whenyou're done talking, walk over and hugher and kiss her....let her know she's yours andthey aren't.
8.Write her notes or call her just to say "hi"
9.Introduce her to your friends . . . as your girlfriend.
10. Play with her hair.
11. Pick her up.
12. Get upset if another guy touches her and shedoesn't like it
13. Make her laugh.
14. Let her fall asleep in your arms
15. If she's mad at you, kiss her
16. If you care about her, then TELL HER
17. Every guy should give their girl 3things: a stuffed animal (she'll hug it every timeshe goes to sleep), jewelery (she'll treasure itforever), and one of his t-shirts (she'll most likelywear it to bed) or sweatshirts sprayed with hiscologne!! and flowers or something occasionally.
18. Treat her the same around your friends as youdo when you're alone.
19. Look her in the eyes and smile
20. Hang out with her on weekends.
21.Kiss her in the rain (girls love this)
22.Kiss her just for the heck of it.
23. If your listening to music, let her listen too.
24. Remember her birthday and get hersomething,even if its simple andinexpensive, it came from YOU. it means theWORLD to her.
25. when she gives you a present on yourbirthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it andtell her you love it, even if you don't (it'll make herhappy.)
26. Always call her when you say you will,it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her andmakes her think you don't care so call even if youcan only talk for a minute. Girls don't necessarilyhave to have hour long conversationsevery night but its nice for them to hear your voiceeven for a quick hello.--please dun make herwait..cuz they wait.
27. Give her wat she wants
28. Recognize the small things . . . they usuallymean the most.
29.dont hug her friends or your friends that are girlscause she'll feel left out.
30.hang out with her whenever you are free.
31.If u care about her...SHOW her!

2006-03-13T09:18:00.000+08:00

yuan: nah not vanished, we just gradually faded away.
******************: wth are you? And wth are u saying? You aint making much sense to me.
debbiee: hahax no worries, i noe tt wasnt you.
B3at: hope so, we must get together soon, VERY SOON! Before o levels start!
jonathan, xuefang: you two stop gaying at my blog aite? and yeap, fugly!
magicmerv: yeaPie, sing sing sing!
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4 U N I had our motivational camp on thurs, fri and sat. It was absolutely wondeful. To 4 V E R S, we are gonna beat you acadamically! * well since we oredi beat you guys at Unity, well maybe not 4R* Friday, everyone cried, i wont say y, experience the camp urself, but i guess everyone woke up. And on sat, many unexpected ppl went up to tok, may, welsonn. And of cox were the wishy washy crying thingy. Anywae, i guess Ramesh woke us up. Thank you Ramesh!
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And a big thank you to MAY, YUAN, SYL, LIANG and RYAN! All your nice nice msges, syl's on paper somemore. And of cox may's "speech". Yeap, when one door closes, another opens. My door to o levels is wide open now!

emocore

2006-03-08T17:54:00.000+08:00

ok huiwen is done with her blog hopping and she is feeling things again.

emo emo emo.
This word sounds familiar aint it? Something that people alwaes describe you as? Or is it something you alwaes describe people. Well tt word sounds super familiar to me, nope, people dont decribe me as emo. I call ppl emo. I dunno how you felt, im sorry. Its just, i care. I wanna share your problems, but you just never ever want to tok bout them. Tt was the only way i can strike a conversation. And yes, it alwaes starts with " you ok?" and u ALWAYS tell me yah. oh wells, if tt the way you want it. Beat it.

And from somebody's blog, " You dont love her because she is beautiful, she is beautiful because you love her." I so agree. Beauty lies in the eyes of the beholder. When i just cut this fugly hair tt i have now, he told me, you think i care bout your hair? Liang said this super chim thing tt i forgot, but yah, go ask him, once u figure it out, u get wad is love. And to the person i got tt line from, time to wake up, time to move on. Live life for yourself, love yourself. Chew it.

Anywae, I MISS TAG! Was blog hopping, and i realise tag is oredi i passed issue. y?!?!?! * sad sad * Dont anyone remember the fun time we had at camps? The scary time we had together? The nervousness? And the never ever go apart crap? No? I miss tag, we must get out together soon. the ENTIRE tag ONLY. No excuses. * Stares at ryan and anana*

ok enough, heh heh.

2006-03-08T17:24:00.000+08:00

oh wells. back home early cox i got kicked out of the avt by liang yan. freak lah. Y? Cox jacqueline and shawn HAD to tok. dumb. oh wells forget it. then went kfc with licia to eat shrooms! and we met alvin, ryan's band's vocalist. Kewl, he recognises me! hahax i bet he just remembers me as the girl who cried while he sang lah. Anyway, school ended, not really, but kind of. Cox tml is Motivational camp! Yayness, with my retarded hair, i dunno what it will be like. hahax, ok enough of me, i shall go blog hopping now, buaiX!

Miss u darlink!

wootS

2006-03-01T21:35:00.000+08:00

wow its been long since i blogged. Anywae, Saturday was great. I realised how much i missed you ryan! Hahax but now i love your phone. Just now de career guidance was total crap can. i HATE tt vp of tjc. sucked up ass. another soh weijie lah pls. Anywae, tml got more career guidance. SHIT. hahax oh wells. I miss tag practices, i miss tag, i miss ... oh wells. no more tag anymore and im sad, seriously. But nvm, not like theres anything i can do, is there? ok end of blogging since my life is utterly boring.

Miss all of you TAGgies! And our darling beatboxer!

Him

2006-02-22T16:42:00.000+08:00

Gosh, call me emo or what, but i really miss all the !Smash'D performers. All their performing songs are just stuck in my head, playing itself over over in my head like someone played the repeat button. Liang's bloody romance is playing in my head. Both of velvet rose songs. Infamous song. STUCK in my head. Erni said something bout a reunion party. Im soooooo looking forward to it lah. How i wish there was a !Smash'D 2. Anywae, couldnt make it to the match today. Darn it. Hahax oh wells. Then when i came out of school, the first person i saw was MARC! with baoyi! Like wth, spoilt my bloody day. Then saw leonard. Wadever lah huh. Came home listen to my mp3 and stoned for a while and i realised. Shit, this time im really in love. Hahaz so many things i heard bout you from so many ppl. I still love you! Anywae, wish Charlene luck too! And Amanda, and Venny and Welsonn. Hope its valentine for you guys everyday!

!Smash'D

2006-02-19T14:48:00.000+08:00

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Parrdon me, im still high from last nite. !Smash'D rocks man! For those who couldnt turn up for whatever reasons, i pity you. Well although i was stuck backstage on intercom, i still loved the concert. I will miss all the erformers, I WILL MISS YOU GUYS! ok maybe i will not miss Dead and Over with, Infrared and Thiara cox i will still see them in school. But i will miss the rest! INFAMOUS *will miss u babes* FOUL PLAY, LUCID VAPOUR, VELVET ROSE *will miss u uncles!* i so wish this concert is further away so we can spend more time together, but i really enjoyed myself with you guys. Especially the vocalist of Lucid Vapour, i dont know ur name but yah! Hahax. OOO and tt guy from urban passion! Saifu aunty will miss you! Hahax ok highness again.

gtg before i spoil the keyboard. !Smash'D

Weird

2006-02-16T19:20:00.000+08:00

Ok im SUPER busy these days, so pardon me for the super laggy post. Well alot of things happened these few days like the never ending common testS. But the only thing on my mind now is !Smash'D. Two days time! Scared scared scared. Then tml can skip that stupid chinese compo writing shit cox got to go to recording studio. Then need to come back school for rehearsal. I might as well stay over night in school le lo. Well the past two rehearsals were fun! Made new friends. Although it was super stress and HOT! *not allowed to on aircon* but it was great! ok enough blogging le. Im tired. BYE!

2006-02-05T16:24:00.000+08:00

hmm, exactly one week since my last post. Well monday Chong and his bball kids came over, with claire, amanda and venny, vans joan may mich and all. Had great fun gambling till i dunno what time, then gan they all play mahjong when the rest left. So its left with Amanda, Jacq, Gan, Sonn, Lenis and Chester. Stayed till 9 plus then walk out take ten with them got Qian's house. Go there Ban left le.

Then had school which suck like i dunno what lor pls. But at least i get to see you. =D

Had !Smash'D rehearsal ydae, gosh i so do not wanna tok bout it. Then went to Ban's house at bout 4 plus played daidee till 6 plus then started play PIG! Super fun game, should teach EVERYONE next time. Then left at 10 plus 11.

This morning, have tution untill now. Argh sian. Cya!

Cny

2006-01-29T20:56:00.000+08:00

First day of CNY. Woke up at 7.30 and did the typial go to ur house happy new year, go to his, happy new year, then to hers happy new year, then to theirs happy new year thing. Then went to Forth Grand Auntie's house. Half way Tongann and his family came. Then cox the house is quite small, we had to leave. Anywae i met him, him with his green, gosh is tong turning green? Cannot be helped, in denise class. Then i realised i've been gambling since last nite, oh wells who cares.

Anywae, everyone is invited to my house on 31st Jan at 12. Who wants to come msg me. 81272822.

By now

2006-01-28T13:15:00.000+08:00

Ydae had normal lessons but seriously lah, no one was in study mood. Then after that skip choir cox i seriously think its stupid. So went to tm makan with Amanda, Venny, Huihui, Starstar, Chong Hu, Sonn, Gan, Chester, Teng Han, Guo hao and some sports captain. Then the guys went to welsonn's house to bath so the girls went take neoprints, hahax funness. Then our phone all no batt then wait for the guys till 4 plus, CRAZY rite?! Then went Bugis with Chong, Sonn, Gan, Chester and Guohao. Then Adriano oredi at bugis waiting. Then went to buy movie tix then shop shop first. Wah irritating lor, 8310 is super famous now, go everywhere also got ppl tokin bout him, point here point there.

Here are some conversations that we overheard:
Eh, is that him?
Yes
Sure anot?
Yes, same hair same face.
Ah!!!!

another one:
Eh Xiao Yuan Superstar!
Where?!
amanda: Adriano! My wallet in my bag!
Ahhh!

one more:
Eh its him leh
Eh yah!
Go take autograph
Adriano walks faster and faster away.

Ok, so BY NOW he is super famous lah, wait for us at mrt station also must sit in corner.
Then Amanda took neo print with adriano, ALOT! Seriously i do not believe in taking neoprints with guys, so yah. Watched I Not Stupid Too. But infront alot of cb and lj kpkb. Im sorry this is so crude but yah! Ask them shut up they still continue, FUCKERS lah! Then watch till bout 9 plus finish then went home. Lalala~ That Tom in I Not Stupid Too damn shuai!!! Ah!!!! More shuai than joshua ang, lalala!

hmmX

2006-01-24T19:19:00.000+08:00

P.E today was like suicide. First i had to run with NAF, may, joan and liana becox mr isk say wan us to chase the slow guys. Then had to do alot of push ups, tucks, crunches and birdie. * dont ask me why the names are so weird* I was totally shagged lah, but yay! we still came in as first girls! Marcus can really run man, when i was at my 2nd round he finished his 5 le, although the guys started first but he cant be THAT fast rite, omg. Then was physics which i practically stoned cox i obviously dont understand lah. And i finally did my oral, yay! Then was amath test, i did it super fast, i do not understand a-math AT ALL, and im not allowed to drop tt darn subject, wth rite. Then was assembly which was fucking irritating, that saravanan is obviously an asshole and tt mrs ong isnt any better. First say we slow, then say we good, stop sucking up lah pls, it doesnt work. Now im starting to miss mrs ouyang. And crap lah, tml bball match against changkat at 2, and i got the stupid smt, cant go, ArGH!